and yes i do have coursework to write

i wonder if African tribes if they've never had fizzy juice or chocolate or pancakes or cakes come to that or processed peas...are they healthier than say us, well aside from maybe the lack of sunscreen and moisturisers and possibly food and medical care but then i suppose they have their equilivants, better probably, more nature based...perhaps the next big brother or im a celebritiy really i am get me off the television will be set in an African tribe thus educating the general public about said tribe and at least giving the celebrites a little more im not sure of the word but credit maybe? for being more culturally aware. wonder what tribe would say?
will ponder

kinks days

somedays i'm quite content to believe in dreams...when they're delicious ones
it's funny what you think asleep. you must dream for a reason else why? gods devilment no doubt!
it's not so bad, at least i keep waking up. seriously contemplating ipod

making ones misery public; well the odd indulgence now and then

Suddenly writing this isn’t nearly as fun. I think I’m down. I agreed with self not to write when am in doldrums as I will inevitably wallow in self pity but I fancy a moan. I tried to start up again but starting is too tedious esp. when I might just make it to end of June. End of June heralds the end of a lifetime of school; I await in great anticipation for this momentous occasion. I dislike being at school it keeps me from my ideas but I dislike being alone even more so. Still summer brings freedom until of course results are published and university becomes the next great issue.
Good lord just listen to this drivel, thank goodness I’m not in Africa starving to death; I don’t think id be very good if it really came to survival of the fittest. But lord does it put life in proportion. My mind shall leave me alone soon, I shall stop being pestered and drift off into some blissful state of living. I shall breath and decide…if; the frenchest word I know!