view from an empty icecream box

i feel somewhere between ill and over indulgence. most definitely size elephant; as weight increases mood deteriorates oh stuff eloquence if this can be called such my love doesnt love me, i seem to remember normality being, well it was suspended. i'm feeling a lot of sad, i need to cry and be hugged. i am tired and small and mixed up. i should like someone else to be the happy one, for i'm out of smiles tonight