like in king lear when everything's muddled

i came to my blog with the intention of bemoaning how dreadful my evening is, how exhausting being in a constant state of up can be esp in sea of negative vibes and bad aura, i love my friends buy why why can't they just drag themselves up, why drain me. running low on good feelings.
Then i figured i am truely peachy. i love feeling up, share the love damn it! this is me this little blog, my book of happy thoughts so okay today wasn't fab but tomorrow thank goodness hasn't arrived! infact really i can bring myself up, lets leave all the hateful things to be hateful and ill go back to my fantasy bubble world of runways and umbrellas, golden slumbers and tiddilies
and if the thought of life drawing doesn't make me smile then what hope is there!

s'all white now